Go Girl (Get to peeing)

So we all know there are some crazy, funny, interesting, useful, etc. things that have been invented. Well today I found one that probable fits all of the labels that I just threw out there. This thing is called a Go Girl (http://www.go-girl.com/). I'm not sure I fully understand the concept of it yet. I get that you pee into this thing, but where does the pee go from there. Does it simply angle the pee away from your body, so you're peeing like a man? Or does the pee stay in the thing until you are done and then you dump it out?

First off, if it makes you pee like a man for when you are out camping or whatever, then that is pretty cool. You can finish your business without having to worry about snakes or spiders or anything else getting you in the butt. Not to mention you will not have to worry about squatting in poison ivy. But if it stays in the cup thing..... That could get awkward. Like what if you have to much pee for it to hold? What happens then? Or if you somehow manage to miss the cup thing. I mean don't get me wrong I'm not calling all of us dumb, but Americans are pretty good at having twinky moments.

On top of all this it is reusable. I don't know how you are going to clean it and sanitize it if you are camping or out in the middle of no where, but hey at least it is said to be reusable right? Just I'm gonna hope if you use it you at least find a river or something to wash this dodad out with before you put it back in its little carrying case.

Idk what you all think about this, but it is an interesting little thing.....

Do what makes you come alive!!!

          Something on earth needs to be created. Earth is BIGGER AND BETTER than all of us. Yet we all seem to get wrapped in this misconception that we matter and that everyone is out to get us. We get wrapped in our tinny little brains. What we want, need, or how we feel. Yes, you matter to people and yes you are a piece of the puzzle. But guess what, everyone is a piece of the puzzle. Everyone has an important part in life, but they are so focused on themselves that they can not see it. They can not see that they are important enough.

          I want to start a movement. There are a lot of movements to join as it is, but there is so much more to life than all of that. I like a separation, an outward focus, and a dream to make this world even bigger and better than it already is. We get caught up in our needs and destroy everyone and everything around us. Some people are always going to be that way. That is not my mission though. I interact with people I am trying to help all day, but it's a little piece of it. 

        I think everyone needs to find a root, a place where they can go and be happy, then build on it. Take that and grow it into something bigger. If you are not making yourself better or doing something more. If you are caught in your own head, then pick your butt up and find a different place. Replant your seed, redo your life. But do something different. BE BETTER AND DO BETTER!!!! You are not dead or defective. You are caught in your own mind, so get out. Stop the cycle. If I or anyone else trigger your unhappiness, then move the flip on. KEEP STEPPING BRO!!!! People make themselves unhappy, so make yourself better. Find people to help and support you, and get better. End of story.

Love that class

 MY PROFESSOR TODAY LOOKED JUST LIKE CHRISTINA YANG from Grey's Anatomy. Her personality was kind of like her too. She was talking about plagiarism and how it was bad. She gave us some examples, then goes just don't do it, its bad and everyone cries. Then, she smiles and goes well not me I don't cry, but you will cry and your parents may cry. She was so funny. I am going to love this class :). I can not wait to have class again next Friday.

If I ever get married I want a picture like that. I will make it happen lol.

My new roommate seems awesome. I walked in today and she was cooking. They had the door open waving it, because it was smelling up the whole house. I don't mind the smell, but it was really strong lol. They looked so embarrassed when I walked in. I thought it was funny.

I have the blondest and most sensitive friends. I love them all, but it is just odd. I mean idk how I always end up with the friends I get. I love it haha. I'm alone now so I get to watch Grey's which is exciting. I better hurry before someone messages me wanting to meet up. I need to get a lot of stuff done today or else I will be doing homework and scheduling all weekend.

Nice Boulder

 Like legit bro lol. Seriously that picture sounds just like me haha. This is probably going to be a really short post. I may even go to bed really really early tonight. I am wiped out. Everyday this week I leave my dorm early and come back really late. Half the time my friends want me to stay over, but at some times I know it just wont work. If I am as pooped as I have been lately and they have a later class than me I know I will not get up.

Right now I'm waiting, waiting, waiting. Like rowing but replaced with waiting lol. I was taking the time to get stuff done that I need to, but now I did as much as I felt like doing. Plus I am about to fall asleep.

Oh boy busy, busy, busy. And I'm very blonde, blonde, blonde. Any who, for those of you in relationships on top, enjoy it. And for those of you boulder lovers, we are better :P. Jkjk.

Song of the day: If God is a DJ by Pink (CLEAN VERSION ONLY).

Whatever floats your goat!

Hello everyone. I will still be trying to update my blog as much as I can. Between school, friends, groups, reading, trying to get back in shape, planning events, and trying to stay up to date with my latest shows (plus watch all the friends episodes), not to mention sleeping and eating time; I will probably not have much time to blog. I should not be up this late blogging, but I just got home and took a shower.

As I have been journeying through this semester I have already started to grow even more as a person. Sooner or later I would like to be completely honest with everyone about my life, feelings, and what is going on. I am an honest person and I am open to talking to people about my experiences. I have a hard time writing the events that happened throughout the day on here. As I walk into this new semester I hope to gain more skills and be open to learning.

I would like to address something really quickly. I normally vent, write about life, people, funny stories, etc. I would like to be able to share more with you, but I hold myself back from just writing about my day. My goal of writing isn't to give you a play by play of my daily life. Sometimes I do like to share news with you though. As I write this blog I think about a few of my good friends who read it and wonder if they wish I would tell them the info, instead of writing about it on here. Truth is I would love to share all of this with them, but it's just not that simple. With that being said I have an announcement...... I was asked to become the leader of an amazing group on campus.

Though I would love to talk more about all the amazing things this semester has in store for me (or the groups of us) I have to get to bed. I woke up at 9:30 and this is the first time I have been home since then.

Song of the day: Skyscraper by Demi Lovato.

ROUNDABOUT (Just go)!!!

GIRL LEARN HOW TO USE A ROUND-A-BOUT. It really is not that hard to do. It is not a four way stop and for no reason should you stop when there is no one in the roundabout. Honestly it is not that hard to grasp the concept. This lady today stops at before entering the roundabout and another waits as another car (which is waiting for her to go stops). They both sit there looking at each other trying to decide who should go first. The women in front of me begins to pull out, then she stops again as she is entering the roundabout. Which the lady isn't even going around the roundabout, she is turning right. REALLY? You were not going to be in anyone's way. If there is no one in the round about you may go. You do not need to sit there like a retarded chicken and wait for the other person, hoping they will know what to do. Just get your butt in the middle and be a productive person.PEOPLE NEED TO GO BACK TO DRIVERS TRAINING.

With that being said I am back to college. Messy dorms, completely unprepared for the semester, didn't get my books yet, and I want to take a nap. The funny thing is this post probably makes me sound like I am in the worst mood ever. My mood really isn't that bad. I'm just being a brat today. This could be dangerous depending who I end up hanging out with :P.

Mature Humans (RIGHT)!!

1. If my bestie has access to my computer after I die, it would be very nice of you to do this for me. Not that I do anything bad on my computer. I just think it would be odd for someone to go through everything I have done on the computer.

2. True that. I will admit to being wrong eventually, but at the moment I would just have an odd face and go quiet (or keep arguing if the person was annoying me).

3. Bro I love naps now.

4. Unless the person doesn't understand it's sarcasm *face palm*.

5. Ask my mom? lol.

6. Only for signing your name... Or forging a signature (which I do not do).

7. Don't underestimate peoples ability to get lost (jkjk).

8. Yes, but that is sort of awkward lol.

9. Probably when I was suppose to be asleep.

10. Haha probably.

11. Correct, especially if you are a college student.

12. I wouldn't buy the new ones I would watch the ones my friends get :).

13. Everytime I go to print a big assignment this seems to happen. I look to see what is changed and I never seem to find it. One day I will get a paper back with a word saying "app21094ur9jle" or something lol.

14. Or wash it anyway and hope for the best.

15. This is the most annoying thing in the world. Did you decide to throw your phone away because there was no answer. Maybe you called someone else? Idk, you crazy nut ball.

16. Then when you decide not to dress up you see everyone you know.

17. Been there done that.

18. I think my freezer has a light?

19. Well isn't that the story of life. Alcohol leads to more :P.

20. I try the avoid the GPS or Maps option and always end up lost in the ghetto.

21. The Lion King.

22. Oh the joy of being able to carry a lot at one time.

23. Or if I'm eating something :).

24. I think I'm hungry right now.... or bored.

25. I would say three.

26. I want to do this one day :).

27. Oh the joy of an endless supply of pants.

28. I feel like they do.

29. It's even worse when you fall in slow motion.

30. What happens if you're a bicyclist?

31. I do this all the time when I am distracted.

32. At least we all know the important things in life. (Sleep, Sleep, and more SLEEP).

Annie

For starters I had a great week so far. Sunday I went to my friend Travis's. We ate pizza and he showed me how to play Call Of Duty. I got pretty good at the game. I can not shoot good, but I can melay really good. I get really into video games (Don't judge me). I spent the night at Eden's dorm and we stayed up late telling stories and stuff.

I went to Eden's house for a few days and had an amazing time. We played cards a lot (Eucher, Rummy, Slap, etc.). We went to a basketball game (Which I must admit was way better then I thought it would be). I'm not normally a big fan of watching sports. I loved hanging with her family, they all seem to be pretty awesome people. We pranked her sister one night, so that was really funny :).

I will be going back to school in a few days. I have not got any of my books yet (which is sort of a problem). Hopefully this semester will go good. I know I am really excited to get back up there. There are a lot of things I have planned for this semester. I want to start trying to cook and eat better. We will see if I actually get a chance to do that.

Song of the day: Annie by SafetySuit

(Hopefully) haha

I hope everyone has had a good year so far. Mine has been interesting. Going to the casino has been the biggest highlight so far I think. I loved it there, plus I got to spend time with a good friend and my mom. One funny thing that happened was late at night my mom and I went out by the fire for a little. She was standing there and I threw a snow ball at her. It hit her in the face. She came running after me trying to get me back. Sharon, my mom and I could not stop laughing when we went to get dessert. It was just overall an amazing few days.

I will be going to stay the night in my dorm tomorrow and go to my friend Eden's house for a few days. Before we leave I will be spending time with one of my best friends :). I am really excited to see what happens on that adventure. We always have crazy times. I'm sure there will be some good stories to tell after this trip. Hopefully we don't get in to much trouble :P.

I have noticed that I did not yet talk to my best friend this year, which kinda is sucky to think about. I'm sure we will talk soon (hopefully). Plus my other best friend and me seem to be at odds a lot lately. I'm sure we will stop being like that soon (hopefully).

I'm on the roller coaster of life and I'm loving it (most the time) lol. If you don't like me then feel free to write about me in your blog (if you are awesome enough to have one :P).

<==== I picked this because it's cute. Plus I need something fast so I can go potty.

NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! I hope everyone has had fun the past few days. My last few days have been interesting lol. I didn't make up a new years resolution (which I normally don't). I guess I just make resolutions when I feel there is sometime I need to do different.

LOL is a very interesting movie. It has to do with teenage life (No it has nothing to do with texting lingo). I would suggest watching it if you get a chance.

I hope we are all in for an amazing year. If you are reading this then congradulations you made it through 2012 (or you're a zombie). Lets make 2013 an amazing one and keep on living our lives :). I'm keeping this post short, so have an awesome day.

Craft/Paranoid.

Just got back from seeing The Guilt Trip. I went with my mommy. The movie reminded me of her and I. It was funny and crazy (kinda bad acting at parts). I would suggest watching it with your parents if anyone wants to check it out. If I chose to go on a road trip with my mom (which we have talked about doing), Idk where we would go. I would like to take a road trip to New York next year right before New Years. I would leave a few days after Christmas and make a lot of stops along the way. I might go with friends (If I have any). We will see what happens lol.

I did not get to sleep until 8 this morning. I was being paranoid about everything. I was even scared to go pee because I thought something was going to bite my butt. I was hyper and kept thinking I was hearing things. I know I am crazy, don't judge me lol. I finally fell asleep when my mom woke up and the sun came out.

<===== This is me when I am paranoid. It is actually really funny to watch I bet.

Last night I made an amazingly cute bracelet. It took me almost 3 hours to make. A long process, but I like making my own stuff sometimes :). I was never labeled as the crafty person (because one of my best friends was really amazing at drawing, painting, etc. I didn't want to copy her, so I decided to help her with projects and let her be the crafty one).

No I am off to make some random food/dessert thing with Hopey, so I hope everyone has a good night. Me cooking will be scary :P.

Demi and Dreams

I didn't go to sleep tonight. I managed to miss going to bed, so I guess I just didn't. I did the same thing last night. I have been really hyper for the past hour or so. My mom got up to go to work and we had some fun joking and talking and stuff before she left :).

I took some naps throughout the day, but during my naps I had some of the weirdest dreams. One dream was that my tooth had a cap on it and the cap had a pull string. I accidently pulled it and it started to unwrap (Don't ask me what that means). It was just a really weird one. I had two dreams about guys. They were both different guys and I don't know either of them. One was a new RA (in the dream not real life) and we knew each other. He was over at my dorm talking to the group of us (My old friends/roommates). Everyone else left to go somewhere and the minute they walked out the door he grabbed me and just held me forever. It was really adorable and I woke up thinking how amazing it would be if that happened. The guy was sweet, cute, amazing, and innocent. Ok, back to reality now lol. In the other dream the guy looked a lot different, but had a lot of the same things as the first guy.




I have a really bad habit (which I actually don't find to be a bad habit) of getting really stuck on things. Not in the normal way people think of it though. I mean I get stuck on a book, TV show, singer, etc. Normally it is someone or something I can relate to. Sometimes it is just because I find something interesting. With that being said I think Demi Lovato is amazing right now (I mean she probably is always amazing), but right now she is what I'm stuck on. She has had so many problems that she opened up about. She doesn't pretend to be perfect. She voices who she is and what she went through. She is funny about everything. It is truely inspiring to hear her story and I wish there were more people in the world like that. FOR THE FUNNY VIDEOS CHECK OUT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9A-fkyv3GI and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdRqviub3Hs (There are more that are not from the X Factor, but I think her and simon are awesome).

Oh the Family!!!

I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas. I will say mine was pretty good, except I felt like I was dying. I guess I had an allergy attack or something and Christmas day I barely said anything. I was glad to be able to see my family. My cousins are amazing and cute. I miss all of them and I can not wait to visit more while I am home. I hope everyone got everything they wanted. I got a new iron and ironing board (which I asked for and still have no idea how to use). I got a new Northface jacket and another nice new Jacket. My mom made me an awesome blanket. I got the Freedom Writers book. I got a lot of other stuff, but I am going to stop listing things lol.

I went to my dads for Christmas Eve which I must admit was fun. We played a game called cards against humanity. I must admit those cards were definitely against humanity lol. My family is a crazy group of people. That game is one dirty game. If you like nasty games I would suggest it lol. I would honestly like to see what happened if me and my friends got our hands on that game. It would either be really funny or a huge disaster. It was funny with my family, plus pretty crazy (which is not surprising). Dinner was awesome and opening gifts was awesome.

We went to see my Aunty Betty a few days before Christmas, which was interesting. She shared a lot of crazy stories about the past. It was interesting to hear about her and my Grandmas crazy adventures. One story included how determained they were to show the boys they could go out and have a good time. Needless to say the story ended in managing to make it home, getting sick, angry husbands, and eventually passing out. My aunt, mom, Betty, and I laughed almost the entire time we were together. My Aunt Betty is someone the would remind me of Lucy (from I Love Lucy). Everytime we are all together there is some crazy adventure or story. Even more crazy is my Aunt Nancy (But we will talk about her another time).

The picture just fits, so I had to put it. It reminds me of many amazing people from my family and in my life. I believe in finding those people in your like that you just fit with. You can be crazy with them and know so much about them. They know your biggest secrets and dumb stories. Idk they just fit with you and are your best friends.

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!

I should be asleep right now, but I'm watching Phantom of the Opera instead. It is kinda boring at times, so I will be writing the blog during the boring parts. The music is pretty amazing and the story line is good. The movie is just kind of boring. If you would not like to watch it I would suggest looking up the songs. "The Music Of The Night" is a good song. When I was little I remember going to see this play in Toronto. I loved it back then. I had the shirt and the CD for a long time after. THIS CHICK IN THE MOVIE IS SUCH A DIVA. Talk about high maintenance. My goodness.

I know I had been doing list for a while, but I am going to take a break. Idk when or if I will continue to get to 50 lists. Maybe one day I will finish the list of lists. We will see what happens. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS HERE!!!! Sorry I know that was completely off topic lol. It happens. That was a quite interesting part..... The phantom poisoned the diva's water (which made her make funny noises as she sang). It was pretty epic.

This movie just got a lot more interesting. One last thing before I watch it I got my grades:
English: A
Teaching: A
Meteorology: A-
Psychology: B
Statistics: C+

Night

Before I do not do it again, todays list is people that love you. My Mom and Dad and family for sure. I love them all too. I would like to say I know some of my friends do. I'm not going to list people, because I don't want to say names plus I would not like to accidently list the wrong people lol.

I just watched a movie called THE CHANGE UP. It is a pretty good movie. It was funny :). I got the movie abducation too. Idk if I want to watch it now or later. I will probably watch it now. But not yet because I have to finish this blog lol.

Random things that I feel like doing right now: I want to learn to ride a horse, cuddle with my husband (I don't have a husband yet though, so find my future husband and cuddle with him lol), and go ATVing. I know that is the weirdest list of things, but it's ok lol.

 <=======  I agree with this a lot. The night time is when I do a lot of things. It is peaceful and it makes everything more meaningful. Both night and day are beautiful, but we have both for a reason. The quote just says it all lol.

Weird/X-Factor

 I love watching the X-Factor. I probably will not try to continue to watch it. I saw a video on youtube so I looked it up and started watching it. I would encourage anyone who likes music and funny stuff to watch it. At least watch the first season anyway. I think SIMON AND PAULA are amazing together. They are like an awkward and crazy fairytale. I think X-Factor is a lot better than American Idol. People wear the weirdest things though. Honestly I would like to walk up to some of the people and say, "Did your dog pick out what you have on today?" They look like they are a 5 year old who got to pick out their own clothes for the first time.

I will be waking up early tomorrow and I know it's late, but I am watching the X-Factor. GOOD LUCK WAKING ME UP!!!!!! My ringtone is loud though, so chances are I will wake up. It's just a matter of getting me not to go back to sleep.

On a different topic I think we all should be able to be weird. Weird is acceptable. I mean life is weird and people were not made to be normal. Have you ever seen how weird we all actually are. I think everyone should be accepted for their weirdness. If your weirdness doesn't fit with someone elses weirdness, then you need to find someone who fits your weirdness. Ok I hope that made sense to everyone lol. YES!!! I'M WEIRD LOL.

One last thought: Does anyone ever notice that some socks make your feet look like they have a really odd shape?

Shooting?

Well I made Mac and Cheese today with the help of my awesome friend Travis. Going to be leaving the dorm for break tomorrow. I had a lot of junk that I wrote down and was about to post, then I decided to delete it. The most I will say about today is it had its ups and downs. Hopefully things go ok when I am back in my home town. 

One thing I would like to say is about the shooting in Connecticut. How does that even happen? I mean the kid who did it was about the same age as me. He just shoots up and elementary school. What was his reasoning? There is no reason for anyone to do it, but I would hope something had happened to make him do it. They are in my prayers. I wish there was more we could do. Can't the world do something to stop all this hating and heartlessness.

 <==== I wish people could take this advice. 

Goodnight all. Hope you have a good one.

Shy and stuff

Welp I have officially figured out my personality type. I bet you all are dying to know that my personality type is........... SHY!!!! Go figure lol. It's not really a bad thing. I guess I don't even realize I'm being shy anymore. I thought I was being outgoing and people still will be like no you were really shy lol. 

I keep forgetting to blog, especially this week because I had exams and was hanging out with people all week. I will do two lists today, which I have to look up. The next one is.... Reasons why you love your significant other. For starters I have no significant other right now. It would be nice if I found a guy I was interested in soon, but for now I am single.

Next list (hopefully I will be able to write this one). The list is high points of your autobiography. I guess if I were to write a autobiography I could choose some points. Here are the first 10 that come to mind:

1. Going to college.
2. Opening up about being a Christian.
3. Dating a few of the guys I really care about.
4. Some things about my best friends.
5. My family and me.
6. Observation.
7. What I want to do with my future.
8. A little about my high school.
9. My decision to be a teacher.
10. About my mom and I.

 <===== Very true!!!! I do this lol.

Lastly, exams are over now. I finally have a chance to do some things. Break will be good because I will get to hang out with some awesome people when I go home :). I have a lot to do. I will be at my dorm for a few more days to get things situated and go to a Pot Luck tomorrow night. I have to get my ticket taken care of during the day. Tonight I will probably be going to watch movies at Travis's. This will be the last time I can see him before going home.

Ironic/Never love you less

Well me and my mom are a lot alike. I love her to death and she has always been my go to person. We are not perfect and we have a tenancy to fight about stupid stuff (which is a completely different story). Like I said in my blog yesterday I was trying to save a cat. Well my mom apparently saved a dog before she went to work this morning. I picture my mom running around my home town and chasing after this poor scared dog. Without thinking, she took the dog home, set up a kennel in the garage, and gave the dog food and water. As everyone else was mad about the dog being in the street and trying to get to work on time, my mom did the opposite. She was late to work, so she could save the dog. Yes, I know most of you probably think me and my mom are crazy (which we are). Just hopefully we can find the owners of the dog or another good home for the dog to go to. I said I would look for a home and my mom is going to wait to make any other decisions until I come home from break. I will say my mom doing these amazing things everyday is the reason I turned out to be such a good and caring person.

Things you want your children to know about you (this is the list for today): I honestly would like my children to know anything and everything about me. If they want to ask I will tell them. Probably the most important thing that I will want them to know and I will tell them every time something bad happens (even if I am mad or disappointed in them). Nothing they could ever do would make me love them less. I think as long as they know this they will always have someone to come to and it will give them the freedom to talk to me about anything.

Cat and Stats

First off anyone like statistics? I mean I'm pretty good at it.... Until I get to the more complicates Z-Score formulas and Hypothesis Testing. When it comes to those topics it just doesn't work. I will master them before I go to sleep though. That is my goal for the rest of the night. There must be some key point to doing these things that I have been missing.

Today's list is acts of kindness you have committed. Throughout the course of my blogging I might share some of these stories with you all. I am proud of the things I have done in my life and doing things to help others makes me happy. With that being said I feel I did those things because I cared and I wanted to, not to brag about them. I know making a list wouldn't be bragging, but it just doesn't feel right. One day I will make a list to remind me of the things I have done. When I am having a bad day it would help me realize there are better battles to fight and I can do great things.

With that being said one story I would like to share about tonight and it's about a cat. Me and one of my good friends use to find stray cats all over the place last winter. We would try to save them, because they were always out by roads and it was really sad. We never actually saved one unfortunately. Tonight there was a cat on the edge of a bridge and it was just sitting there not moving. I passed it twice trying not to do anything, because I knew it probably wouldn't come to me. I got almost all the way back to my dorm and realized I had to try. I went back and it was still sitting in the same spot. I got out of the car and it just looked at me. It stayed for a few seconds and I said come here buddy. It looked at me again and ran away. At least I got it off the bridge. I just feel bad when I see an animal out in the freezing cold.

<== Not the cat I saw, but it's a cute kitty in the snow.