Shooting?

Well I made Mac and Cheese today with the help of my awesome friend Travis. Going to be leaving the dorm for break tomorrow. I had a lot of junk that I wrote down and was about to post, then I decided to delete it. The most I will say about today is it had its ups and downs. Hopefully things go ok when I am back in my home town. 

One thing I would like to say is about the shooting in Connecticut. How does that even happen? I mean the kid who did it was about the same age as me. He just shoots up and elementary school. What was his reasoning? There is no reason for anyone to do it, but I would hope something had happened to make him do it. They are in my prayers. I wish there was more we could do. Can't the world do something to stop all this hating and heartlessness.

 <==== I wish people could take this advice. 

Goodnight all. Hope you have a good one.

Shy and stuff

Welp I have officially figured out my personality type. I bet you all are dying to know that my personality type is........... SHY!!!! Go figure lol. It's not really a bad thing. I guess I don't even realize I'm being shy anymore. I thought I was being outgoing and people still will be like no you were really shy lol. 

I keep forgetting to blog, especially this week because I had exams and was hanging out with people all week. I will do two lists today, which I have to look up. The next one is.... Reasons why you love your significant other. For starters I have no significant other right now. It would be nice if I found a guy I was interested in soon, but for now I am single.

Next list (hopefully I will be able to write this one). The list is high points of your autobiography. I guess if I were to write a autobiography I could choose some points. Here are the first 10 that come to mind:

1. Going to college.
2. Opening up about being a Christian.
3. Dating a few of the guys I really care about.
4. Some things about my best friends.
5. My family and me.
6. Observation.
7. What I want to do with my future.
8. A little about my high school.
9. My decision to be a teacher.
10. About my mom and I.

 <===== Very true!!!! I do this lol.

Lastly, exams are over now. I finally have a chance to do some things. Break will be good because I will get to hang out with some awesome people when I go home :). I have a lot to do. I will be at my dorm for a few more days to get things situated and go to a Pot Luck tomorrow night. I have to get my ticket taken care of during the day. Tonight I will probably be going to watch movies at Travis's. This will be the last time I can see him before going home.

Ironic/Never love you less

Well me and my mom are a lot alike. I love her to death and she has always been my go to person. We are not perfect and we have a tenancy to fight about stupid stuff (which is a completely different story). Like I said in my blog yesterday I was trying to save a cat. Well my mom apparently saved a dog before she went to work this morning. I picture my mom running around my home town and chasing after this poor scared dog. Without thinking, she took the dog home, set up a kennel in the garage, and gave the dog food and water. As everyone else was mad about the dog being in the street and trying to get to work on time, my mom did the opposite. She was late to work, so she could save the dog. Yes, I know most of you probably think me and my mom are crazy (which we are). Just hopefully we can find the owners of the dog or another good home for the dog to go to. I said I would look for a home and my mom is going to wait to make any other decisions until I come home from break. I will say my mom doing these amazing things everyday is the reason I turned out to be such a good and caring person.

Things you want your children to know about you (this is the list for today): I honestly would like my children to know anything and everything about me. If they want to ask I will tell them. Probably the most important thing that I will want them to know and I will tell them every time something bad happens (even if I am mad or disappointed in them). Nothing they could ever do would make me love them less. I think as long as they know this they will always have someone to come to and it will give them the freedom to talk to me about anything.

Cat and Stats

First off anyone like statistics? I mean I'm pretty good at it.... Until I get to the more complicates Z-Score formulas and Hypothesis Testing. When it comes to those topics it just doesn't work. I will master them before I go to sleep though. That is my goal for the rest of the night. There must be some key point to doing these things that I have been missing.

Today's list is acts of kindness you have committed. Throughout the course of my blogging I might share some of these stories with you all. I am proud of the things I have done in my life and doing things to help others makes me happy. With that being said I feel I did those things because I cared and I wanted to, not to brag about them. I know making a list wouldn't be bragging, but it just doesn't feel right. One day I will make a list to remind me of the things I have done. When I am having a bad day it would help me realize there are better battles to fight and I can do great things.

With that being said one story I would like to share about tonight and it's about a cat. Me and one of my good friends use to find stray cats all over the place last winter. We would try to save them, because they were always out by roads and it was really sad. We never actually saved one unfortunately. Tonight there was a cat on the edge of a bridge and it was just sitting there not moving. I passed it twice trying not to do anything, because I knew it probably wouldn't come to me. I got almost all the way back to my dorm and realized I had to try. I went back and it was still sitting in the same spot. I got out of the car and it just looked at me. It stayed for a few seconds and I said come here buddy. It looked at me again and ran away. At least I got it off the bridge. I just feel bad when I see an animal out in the freezing cold.

<== Not the cat I saw, but it's a cute kitty in the snow.

Song Shuffle

Yesterdays list would have been, The best days of your life (work with me on this one because I really have a lot of best day's of my life). As I started writing this list I realized I have had a lot of amazing days. So for today's list I would like to say I will not pick out the best days. Some good days were being born, my first kiss, and finding my college family :).


Today's list is songs for the soundtrack to my life (because their are so many I will put spotify on shuffle and pick ones that relate to my life in any way). Except the first one came to mind, so I will write that one down lol: (2-9 are from shuffling and picking out what relates).

1. Perfect - Pink.
2. I'm Waiting - The All American Rejects.
3. So Small - Carrie Underwood.
4. Let's Go - Calvin Harris ft. Ne-Yo.
5. Take A Little Time - Jeremy Camp.
6. Time After Time - Quietdrive.
7. The Scientist - Coldplay.
8. If It Means A Lot To You - A Day to Remember.
9. Misery Business - Paramore.
10. Who We Are - Evans Blue.

Each song has different reasons why it relates to me. They are all good songs and you should check them out if you get a chance. Next week is exam week so I have a lot of studying to do tonight. I will be up most the night. I may blog again later if I get a chance. For this blog I will keep it short though.

Funny story: Last night I was out with a christian group at a Christmas party. A few of the people there know me really well, but the rest I had just met. We were playing ninja and I lost to one of my good friends. I forgot that I wasn't with my normal group of friends and I shouted "Ball Sucker." really loud. Everyone in the room (like 25+ people) stop what they are doing and look at me. I was so embarrassed lol. The friends I was with just started cracking up. It was bad. So much for everyone thinking I was the good little christian girl haha.

<======== Btw I think this is an adorable idea and I want to do it :).

I just need to remember to actually do it lol.

What you meant to say!!!

 I know I posted a blog a few hours ago, but I got inspired. Basically I am going to take the first five statuses in my news feed on facebook. Give my translation/opinions of them. We will see what happens lol.

Status 1: "Shooters whattt!"

Me: What are you shooting? Just so you know you could have made your point with one T. I hope you have a designated driver tonight.

Status 2: "God is just soo amazing. We should be praising God for everything!"

Me: I happen to agree with you so I am going to like this status. I am assuming you are probably bored right now though and figured facebook would help you praise God and get other people to agree with you. Good status.

Status 3: "It takes seconds to say hello, forever to say goodbye, but what you leave behind is what makes it so hard to let go. <3"

Me: I'm assuming you are bored too. I like the status, except I have heard it before. It is one of the better statuses, so I will give it a thumbs up. Continue posting ma'am.

Status 4: "Seriously come through my lane with a ring from Tiffany's ring that cost well up in the thousands of dollars and pull out a food stamp card to pay for your food. You kidding me? God I wish I could say something to people."

Me: Maybe she will see your facebook and get the hint or maybe she just doesn't care. I'm glad facebook was there to support you in your anger over food stamps and rings.

Status 5: "Why do bugars exist?"

Me: This is either an inside joke, you spelled something wrong, or you like to ask really weird things. The chances that anyone will know what your talking about are slim to none. I would say click that delete status button girl.

Cryings Better than Anger

I'm starting with a list, same rules as normal. I didn't do one last time I blogged, because I was ranting. The best things that happened in the last year:

1. Getting more involved on campus.
2. Having my first job.
3. Managing to stay alive.
4. Observations for teaching.
5. Making some good friends and reconnecting with one of my best friends.
6. Growing as a person.
7. All the random fun times.
8. Starting a blog? I guess it came to mind.
9. Staying loyal to my values (mostly).
10. Being weird.

For some reason I could think of a million, but I couldn't think which ones were the best. I started getting really random toward the end. It happens though.

I'm going to miss my observation class. As I was leaving they gave me hugs and thank you notes. The whole time I was thinking "please don't do anything to make me cry guys." They were telling me how I should try to get a job at the school they are going to be going to, that way I can teach them. They were so sweet. Well look at me being sensitive lol.

<===== I found this quote/picture and I really liked it. I definitely agree with it. I like to take the calm root most the time (Not saying I haven't got bad before lol). 

Matt Locke

I'm going to me doing homework and study most the rest of my semester. I only have like a week more, so it shouldn't be to hard. It's just stressful. I might be on edge a little for the next week. I just wanted to keep things drama free and focused on exams. It does not seem to ever happen that way.

I definitely wish I had a better day yesterday. Some parts of it were good like going to Walmart with Fran and watching a really good movie. The rest was pretty sucky though. I walked into math class yesterday and everyone was talking about staying up all night studying. The girl who sits next to me walks in and I asked her if we had an exam and she said no. Then, we look at each other and go..... "Omg we had an exam." I sat there staring at it having no idea what to do. I would honestly be surprised if I got over a 50%.

I was trying to do homework all night and my guy friend would not stop. I tried to explain things to him and he wouldn't stop asking questions. I told him my feelings and what I wanted and he asked more questions. How do you further explain? I said it a million times in a million different ways. I mean I told him what I needed to say and he kept asking. I kept repeating myself and everything I said was wrong to him. I would send a sentence and get back paragraphs of him psychoanalyzing me and criticizing me and everything else. For example I called him Matt Locke (as in the detective on tv as a joke at first because he kept asking questions). He freaked out and thought I was trying to threaten him. Then when I explained it was a tv detective and it was a joke he freaked out even more saying I wasn't explaining myself. That was the lesser of the million arguments. It got so bad I ended up crying and telling him not to message me anymore. I put a crying face and he turns it around and says how he's sorry for everything and wished he could wipe away me tears. Then, he posts a nasty status on FB and starts sending me more messages about how it's my fault for not explaining myself. I kept telling him I want someone to make me happy and I don't want to fight and he just wouldn't stop. It seemed like anything I said made it worse, and I couldn't lie and tell him I would be with him.

Invisible apples

Well right now is my break in between classes. I have so much to get done today, but I still want to write my blog right now. Probably because I like to procrastinate this semester lol. Today's list is (drum roll please) Good things that happened this week. I guess I could count Sunday, but I shall try to do things that only happened yesterday :). First ten things (If I can come up with 10 because it's only Tuesday lol):

1. Getting time to take a nap.
2. Having my English homework done early and remembering to bring it to class.
3. Getting to talk to one of my sisters/besties for life last night.
4. Meeting people yesterday.
5. Getting to hang with a few old friends, plus meeting some of their new group.
6. Playing apples to apples.
7. A fun car ride to and from McDonald's.
8. Learning about paranormal stuff.
9. Having a bunch of fun conversations.
10. Being in an overall good mood about life :).

Yay for good things that happened yesterday and today. I could tell you all a million stories about yesterday, but I think I will skip that. Yesterday was definitely memorable though. This Friday and next Friday are going to be awesome. I just need to get all my school work done. If not I may not be able to go out and have fun this weekend, which would suck.

I have some decisions to make regarding this summer, which is not an easy choice to make. I guess I will see what happens with time. Any of the options would be amazing and I would make the best of them. It's going to be a fun summer. (I need to do good for the rest of this school year first though lol). 

Christmas music has never really been my thing. For some reason I have been liking a few Christmas songs lately. Keep that on the down low though. I still don't enjoy most of them, so I don't want people being like omg lets listen to Christmas music all the time because Lauren likes it now.

<===== For some reason I found this funny.... So I put it on here lol. Yepp thats how things happen lol. 

Cheese Creepin!!!!

<====== My cooking skills fit with this perfectly. Everytime I mess something up I could just add cheese (or eat cheese if that doesn't work lol). Plus I love fried things, like fries (they are fried right?). Anyway yea cheese and fried stuff should be the two main food groups in life. Plus I love Miranda Lambert, but she's not a food group. She talks about food though. Alright I will shut up and talk about something else now (which is pretty much not shutting up lol).

My list today is things that bring me joy (my favorites). This shall be interesting because I have a lot, so again first 10 that come to mind :):

1. Helping people and seeing other people happy
2. Cheese
3. Grey's Anatomy
4. Trying new things
5. Smiles and laughs
6. Showers
7. Family and friends
8. Music
9. Quotes and stuff
10. Growing as a person

I know you probably laughed at my list, which is fine because it brings me joy (even though I wouldn't know that you laughed at it). Or maybe I am stalking you, don't look behind you, or under the bed. I might be there. I'm so weird right now. I should probably take a nap or do homework. Or attempt to do homework in my sleep (not gonna work, but I could always try). Yea I'm not in a serious mood today, so we are not going to blog about anything serious. Except maybe the work serious, because serious is a serious word. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! Alright I need a nap, goodnight. AIFNORGIDSFIOEFNIODFNIOFVKVJO :).

Books

The next list is places I want to go, but I will skip that for now. The next one is books I have read. Once again I will keep the list at 10:

1. Marley and Me (John Grogan)
2. Beach House (Danielle Steel)
3. Impossible (Danielle Steel)
4. 1st to Die (James Patterson)
5. Tuesdays with Morrie (Mitch Albom)
6. Goodbye to Shy  (Leil Lowndes)
7. 2nd Chance (James Patterson)
8. 3rd Degree (James Patterson)
9. Men are from Mars Women are from Venus (John Grey)
10. Kiss the Girls (James Patterson)

Well if you haven't noticed I read a lot of JAMES PATTERSON. He is pretty awesome. The thing I like the most is the connections you build to the characters. There is always a really weird twist in his books. I absolutely love reading his novels.

Last night was interesting. Another guy decided he liked me (which was really awkward). But I had a good night overall. It was fun hanging with friends and pulling an all nighter again. I wish we would have stayed up till church, but unfortunately we fell asleep. It was overall a really fun night. I want to start playing Euchre more though. I miss it so much and we finally got to play list night.

Also, I apparently can be asleep and open my eyes to have a conversation with someone? I don't know how that is possible, but yea it happened lol. It was really weird.

<======== I thought this was cute lol.

DELETE!!!!

Today's list is places I have been. I have been a lot of places, so these are the few I remember:

1. Hawaii
2. Michigan (obviously)
3. Florida
4. Mexico
5. Maine
6. Texas
7. Bahamas (I think)
8. Ohio
9. Canada
10. Indiana
11. Illinois
12. Missouri
13. Alaska
14. Arizona
15.  I know I have been more places, but I can't remember lol.

Yea, I have been a few places already lol. Saw some amazing things and had some good times. Today has been an interesting day, but I won't say much about that lol.

One thing I would like to address is the facebook world. Though I enjoy having a facebook there are some things that get to me. I will not lie and say I have never deleted anyone, but I apologized right away and admitted i was wrong for doing it. Yes, I understand cleaning off your friends list and getting rid of people who you don't remember. I just don't see the point in purposely deleting someone. I would imagine it hurts on both sides. Plus, if you have someone on your profile who you are fighting with, try blocking yourself from seeing their posts. It's a whole lot better than causing the pain of deleting people and stuff. I mean we are adults and we should find more mature ways to settle differences. Though I can handle being deleted, I know how it would feel if I was another person. I was discussing it with a good friend and she shared that it hurts her a lot when people do stuff like that. It is basically the feeling that you can get thrown away like that. Are humans really that disposable that you can take them out of your life with the click of your mouse? 

Anywho enough of my rant lol. I really have to pee and I'm listening to I'm a barbie girl (thanks to my friend who wanted to listen to it). Hopefully we can get a group of people to play Euchre tonight. We have church in the morning though (hopefully we don't cause to much trouble :P).

FORT

Well today is day two of making a list. This list is of things I am grateful for (once again no judging). I have decided to limit it to 10 things, so the first 10 I think of will be written so some of them may sound funny:

1. Having an amazing family.
2. Religion.
3. Being able to stick to my values.
4. All the different people and options we have in life.
5. Grey's Anatomy.
6. Having support from the people I love.
7. Having the opportunity to follow my dreams.
8. Being understanding and having others who understand.
9. All the people who were here before us, that made life the way it is now.
10. College for making me more independent, meeting amazing people, and helping me get to where I need to go.

As I'm looking back on this list I realize most my stuff I thought of was heartfelt. Then, Grey's Anatomy is thrown on there lol. I said it was whatever came to mind though. Sense we are on the subject of being grateful. Earlier I was thinking of working on a project. It will take a while and hopefully I could get it all done before New Years. I would like to make peace with everyone and tell the people I am close to right now how much they mean to me. I have not yet decided how to do this though. Maybe through the mail and through facebook. We will see what happens. I just would like to get it done before the new year as a chance to leave differences in the past and dedicate my time to the things that matter to me.

I realized I can be really cold in relationships. As I think about it now, it has nothing to do with what the other person is doing wrong normally. It has to do with me knowing what I want my relationship to be like. I'm a hopeless romantic, but not in the way most people are. If I'm not seeing what I want in a guy that I'm dating I get really iffy about the relationship. I don't mind working things out, but I know what I want and I don't want to waist my romantic side. I'm saving all the big things until I find they guy I want to spend my life with. I guess I start to push guys out once I see that they don't fit the type of guy I want. It comes of as me being cold and mean, but that really isn't how I am. I just don't know how to react and I know its not going to work so I shut down.

<=============Btw..... I want to try this so bad.

WAKE UP!!!

I have an exam at 6, so I am trying to stay awake. Idk what is wrong with me right now, but all I want to do is sleep. I will go to take a nap and wake up 9 hours later. I have been sleeping through alarms and stuff again. I can not miss this exam, I am already nervous about this class. I don't know how I am doing in it right now. To keep me awake I figured I would write a blog.

I found an article about 50 lists your should write to lift your spirits, so I will start trying to write on in each blog. The first list will be people who inspire me (btw this is off the top of my head and in no order so no judging):

1. Mom
2. Dad (step mom and step sisters too)
3. Aunt and Uncle
4. Grandma and Grandpa
5. My cousins (especially my adorable god child)
6. Some famous people (to many to count)
7. People on inspiring shows/movies
8. My friends (sometimes lol)
9. Anyone who dares to be themselves and not let the world make them someone they aren't
10. Old friends and boyfriends (even the ones I no longer talk to)

Though I would like to say more specifically the people who inspire me, I decided to restrain from doing that. I know who i was thinking of when I wrote the list and I wanted to keep it to 10 things or people. Chances are all my good friends have inspired me in some way :).

<------ Idk why, but I found this to be really funny. You might not, but that sucks because I did lol. Yepp..... These are some funny fellows lol.

Does anyone ever find themselves writing a paper and thinking that something is funny, but when they go to laugh they write lol instead of actually laughing. I did that today in English class. I found it pretty funny. 

Dreaming

Well I decided to blog early today, because I know if I wait I will probably forget again. I wanted to tell about my dream. It was really really really weird. Apparently my professors were giving me my grades before the last few weeks to see how I was doing. My mom and aunt were there and looked at it. I was getting a 32% in my Meteorology class (which I know I'm not doing good in right now) and a C in Psychology (which I'm also not doing the best in). Somewhere in the dream I got told I was going to die (I don't remember that part I just remember that I was dying). Then my mom and aunt started to freak out at me about my grades. I stood there for a few minutes and let them be mad. After, I stopped them and told them school was not the end of the world and it was just a tool to get me where I needed to be. I continued to preach about how my time would be better spent helping the world and caring about the people around me than sitting in a classroom all day. I told them I wanted to be in a Christian school and cared nothing about the life I was living right now basically. They were shocked by my reaction. As I get older I think I'm realizing more about the true potential people have. It was really weird for me to dream about that though, because normally I'm not the type to fail classes and if I did I think I would be a lot more disappointed.

I would like to be able to rewatch this dream because I know there was more to it. 

Random thing I enjoy in life: Getting a hug from one of your students when you haven't been there in a few weeks :).

Random thing I don't enjoy: Eating something delicious and getting a really nasty tasting bite that makes you not want to eat it anymore.

Song of the day: Jesus Freak

What in the world is going on?

I have not wrote a blog in a while (according to my friends blog anyway). I guess I will write one now then lol. I have a lot of things I can and probably will rant about at some point (maybe in this blog or later). I slept almost all day, so staying up for a while is not a problem. I just need to make sure to take my quiz after this.

I had a old friend come up and spend the night last night.It was interesting watching him try to learn swing dancing (which I need to start doing). Plus playing tag as we tried to find each other at the community college near by was interesting to. My night was definitely an interesting one.

PASSION OF THE CHRIST is a movie that I encourage people to watch. When I was little by Dad told me he was going to see it and encouraged me to watch it when I got older. I am definitely glad I waited till now to watch it. I cried for most of the movie. Seeing people in pain (especially if they did nothing wrong) is not exactly my strongest moment. Yea it's a really good movie though.

ELLEN is awesome and always has been. I don't have time to watch her shows, so sometimes I watch the videos on Youtube. The ones where she is scaring people are really funny. I suggest looking some of them up because they are going to make your day better :). 

I will make one rant, it's kinda about being innocent lol. I have heard a lot of stuff from friends and others, yet I happen to still be innocent. Does anyone still get caught off guard by people being people. I mean like by the actions they take. I will be sitting there and think ohhh..... there is not much they could do to surprise me anymore. But something happens that has never even crossed you mind. You get a text or see something that just makes you go "What in the world is going on?" You feel like your in a really messed up dream, but it's actually real lol.

I have a lot to do before classes end this semester. There are a few weeks left. Hopefully I can get everything done that I need to. I'm looking forward to hanging with the group tomorrow and saturday. I have a million applications to fill out, papers to write, and exams to take. 

Just wanna sleep!!

Well I have been home for the first time in forever. Thanksgiving was not bad. Idk if it's still the concussion or what. I have been feeling like I'm dying the past few days. I just wanna go to sleep, but apparently I can't because I don't feel good. This needs to get better ASAP. I would go to the doctor again, but I don't wanna have to call in for work. I already called off last weekend because I went to the hospital for the concussion.

I got to spend sometime with my cousins and god child today, so that was nice. We went to see clash of the guardians or something. I almost left before it because I didn't feel good, but somehow I managed to make it through the movie. I miss spending time with the little ones. They are so adorable.

Well no sleep means...... Random fact time. In middle school I was on the basketball team for the year. Most the people on the team were part of the popular crowd and I wasn't. I was kinda shy and didn't really care about the drama. Anyway I got passed the ball during a game and I wanted to prove myself. For those of you who know me it is not uncommen for me to have dumb moments. I wasn't paying attention and decided to try to go for the wrong hoop :P.

 <------- Just cute lol.

Not perfect

Well for starters I still have a concussion. I figured out I am not the most responsible person when I have a concussion. Needless to say, the things I would normally do are not the same as the things I do when I have a concussion. I'm starting to see things clearer now though.

I went on a prayer walk today and I really loved it. The people I went with seemed like an awesome group. As you walked it was like a conversation with each other as well as with God. We walked around campus and I took the lead. Today was pretty inspiring.... when I had the ability to focus and stay awake anyway. 

One thing I would like to discuss is being yourself. In today's world Christians are labeled as hypocrites and all these bad things. I will admit that I am not perfect and I think the true problem is that Christians don't dare to say they don't have everything together. Religion is not about being perfect, but it is about accepting that you are not. I accept others for the people they are and I accept myself for my flaws. My life is about becoming better and trying to improve. With that being said, each time I blog I would like to answer some questions about me and my life in general.

Yes I make mistakes daily and I have just as many challenges to face as any other person. Yet I think it's important to do your best every day. Make a difference, make a change, at least make something out of the time you have on earth. 

<====== If you look at the world and at life as a beautiful place, you will discover the things that make it beautiful. Look at the good in everything else. This is a challenge and I would love to look at the world like this everyday. 

BELIEVE in something bigger than you!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Dangerous.

          IMMA DIE!!!! Idk what it is, but the past week I have been accident prone. Mostly at work. I have got at least five cuts. One of the cuts is really deep and I should probably go get it checked out. It doesn't look like its going to heal :/. Today I am almost done with my shift and I stand up. Well guess where my head ends up. Right into the metal door of the overhead freezer. My manager looks at me funny as I stumbled for a second and try not to face plant the floor..... HE THOUGHT I WAS DANCING!!!! I was like no I hit me head lol. Sense I was distracted by work I didn't notice how hard I actually hit me head.  I have a feeling I might have a concussion, which  means I shouldn't go to sleep. On the down side I have work again at 12 tomorrow. Which means I need to go to sleep. Ugh this choice is a hard one. The bump on my head is like the size of an egg. 

        My Friday night was pretty awesome. I hung out with an amazing group of friends. Hopefully they had fun as well :). TWILIGHT was amazing, but I kept almost crying. The mother and daughter scenes were getting to me. Giving up your daughter and/or being scared for your daughters life would be a terrible feeling. I just kinda related to Bella. The slide show at the end got to me too. I guess it was just so sweet and romantic lol. I'm a sucker for romantic stuff..... just keep it on the down low :P. Most people probably wouldn't label me the romantic type.

       A few big things have happened sense I last blogged. I decided to hand in my 2 weeks notice at work..... That is if work doesn't kill me first. I felt like its not where I belong right now and my heads in other places. I worked at my old place and loved it. It was about brightening peoples days and I felt like I was making a difference. I want to have that feeling again. I want to do volunteer stuff and hopefully once I get out of college I will be able to go on a volunteer trip to another state. I would be gone for 4 months at the least. 

       I have almost completed my observation class and I feel that I will miss it. Rushing around everyday will be over though. As much as I loved observing I know I didn't have the time for it with school. Now I will have more time to get my school work done.

        Though I have lots more to say I will save it for tomorrow. Screw concussions, I will be going to sleep. I'll be fine in the morning. I'm normally playing with when it comes to my health, so I'm not worried. It's just another day of being me :P.

Long Nights

Well I haven't blogged in a while. I was trying to blog everyday, but I got distracted (which should not be surprising to anyone). A lot has happened since my last post. I don't have time to talk about most of it.

Olan Rogers on youtube is funny. LOOK HIM UP. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZO9tMetxno I have only seen a few of his videos. Watch the one I posted. You will love it.

Last night I went out with awesome people. I was having a night where everything I said came out wrong, so they will probably joke with me about it forever. We were at a swing dancing thing and I was watching. We were talking about what guy we would dance with. What I decide to say is, "I would do all of them." Later, someone said whip.... Needless to say I was zoned out and said, "Whipps? I like whips!!!" Ash was texting people on my phone and asked what I wanted her to say (she was talking really loud), I told her she was being loud (which had nothing to do with that he was texting about), she goes "you want me to text him that?"

Jacobi and Hope came up. They are two very interesting people. Hope was crabby, which was interesting lol. I miss them and can't wait to hang with them again. I got stuck in a locker which was interesting.

I have been doing homework, work, and observations pretty much all the time. Except when I have time to go hang with people for a few hours. I think I might become an E-Board member too. That will be interesting and really time consuming. We will see what happens.

<--------I do this a lot lately!!!! Whoops lol.